Thursday, December 6, 2012

You know when you do things you know you shouldn't?

I have a problem. I'm a compulsive texter and have no will power. Here's some background on my current situation: I go to a school that's 80% women (i.e. sometimes it feels like an all girls school). The amount of guys I've met here is closer to 0, and I'm struggling. I'm a young kick ass individual in the prime of my life; what's the deal?! Sure, I try to fill my time with other things, such as school, volunteering, and hanging out with friends, and as a result my grades are great and I get projects done way ahead of time. But by God I'm still human, and as such I can't help but like guys/want them near me. I'm going crazy/feeling desperate, and trust me if you were feeling like you were in a convent (esp. not by choice) you'd be going crazy too.

via quickmeme.com

So what happens when a girl goes crazy? She does stupid things. Like texting someone she shouldn't (because she should actually move on and find someone better). It's a vicious and horrible cycle, and I know I shouldn't do it... but I do. Because I'm so bored. One can only think about school so much, right? Hell, I'm not even worrying about impending projects/exams because I've actually been doing constructive work with all the free time I've been having.

I don't know if I'm making a mountain out of a mole hill because I'm by nature too hard on myself or what. I'm inclined to think this isn't the worse a person can do, especially if said recipient of texts responds back and things seem to pick up right where we left them. So... thoughts?

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